The weather here is unpreditable! One day can be very cold but the next day can be warm. Feeling bad recently... alot of thoughts... Walking down the street.. deep in thought... Unwilling to open my mail box or even go up online... Because i want to avoid... I'm confuse.. I am now in the middle of the cross junction, having no idea which direction to go to. Not able to see the future ahead...

Trying to do some reading but jus can't concentrate...