There is this saying "hard work will pay off"

So after suffering or rather working hard in Soc, will i get what i deserved?

Here is a place that is so hard to stay. It is not jus testing your knowledge on book but also how much u can take stress and contionus to stay here. It's really hard. honestly, i am dragging my feet to the day of graduation. I dont know whether i can make it anot but i hope i can.

Jus heard a news from a friend that someone iknow had left SoC. I was quite shocked by the news but since he decided then i should respect his decision. Leaving might not be a bad choice.

Next week i got another ST test. Leslie say if i can make it to the 3rd quartile, he will give me a treat to xiao long bao buffet. Knowing what, it seems that it so hard and i dont think i can even make it. If this kind of similar awards is given 4 years ago, i guess i will study hard to fight for it. but now, i totally lost the confidence and motivation. My cousin say she love test and exam but it is to test you knowledge on those thing u had learnt. However, i disagree with what she say. sometime even u know that particular thing very well, doesnt mean u will score well in the test or exam. Test and exam is no longer testing your knowledge. Is about how fast and accurate you do it in that particular thing.