Going to bi guan..

Hmmm.... Today is so call the last day with the my best friends cos from tonight onwards, i will be going to bi guan as for the preparation of CT...

When we were in qin's house, again our opening topic is jeremy. Karen told me what jeremy had msg her and i very pissed off and get tense up.... From that min, i told myself not to talk to him anymore and pretend never know him but i jus can't do it. When we were watching the DVD, i jus can't help myself and keep thinking about him for what he msg karen. My heart was hurt and very pain. All the long, i nv msg and called him about this matter cos i know i will sure cry for it. But jus dunno why got this feeling wanted to see and talk to him. Finally, i got the courage to pick up the phone and call jeremy. We had a great talk... I wun mention what's our conversion as a respect to jeremy... but for i did shear a tear during our conservsion but not cry.. After the chat, the feeling is great... so happy... is like a release to me. So long nv talk on the phone with him but the kind of chemistry is still there. He told me that he had alright now and had "wake up". I hope he does.

To all my friends out there: I am going to bi guan... So do take care. If sick, must see doctor, if hungry, must eat. If tired then rest and sleep. if miss me, look at my photo..

To karen: Must take care of yourself. Sleep and rest more.
To kelly: After using the hair spray, must tell me good anot.
To Qin: Enjoy your slack and cherish it.
To Terence: Stop eat fries.. It bad for health
To Randy: Think of more jokes so that after my bi guan you can tell me.
To kelvin: Take care of yourself in another part of the world... we are going to miss you.

Lasty to jeremy (if he see it): Well.. cherish what you have now. we are always brother. if you feel depressed you can call me or talk to jeffery.

if after my bi guan, i dun talk to you all and even go out with you all means i got depression... Cos i will always have this problem. All you have to do is to give me sometime of rest and i will be ok. As and went i will slack during my bi guan that means i will make some post in the blog or view you people blog. So see you people in 3 week time