Monday, June 20, 2005

GV family day....

Time for blogging... Today, is GV family day. As usual went to watch free movie with karen, terence, jeremy, kelvin, qin , qin'bf and Nizam. Actually, that randy should be there but he overslept.... haiz... Ok, Guess what show we watching???? haha... It is Jay Chou first movie show. Actually is the preview cos the show is not yet released. Wow, Jay looks very cool and handsome in the show wor... I never think that Jay is handsome till today. While we are watching the show, karen and i keep screaming ( actually not very loud).. Overall, the show can consider not bad hmm but it got a lousy ending... Jay is very handsome. When i am still single, i am searching like jay kind of guy to be my bf. Cos i like guy who is sporty type. But when i meet dear, i finally realise that what i wanted is a guy that look honest and stable. Dear may not look handsome or even very sporty even he plays football but at least he is down to earth.

After the show, we went to food fair holds by Ren Chi Hospital. They also invited some singers on the stage to perform. Those singers are really good. They are able to express the song out and sang from the bottom of their heart. There are also song delication. Karen delicate ye zi to us and wish the unidentify friends forever. After showing the perform, we went to MS shop shop, eat eat and rest rest. MS changes alot compare to last time. It is more trandy and "class"..

At around 5pm, everyone is very tired so we decided to go and rest. On the way, to The MRT station, karen and i was stopped by CitGem so we went to take a look. That jeremy suddenly, jus leave us without telling karen and me when we were at CitGem. I really don't understand why he suddenly leave us like that. He seems to be another new person. He is no longer the jeremy that i know. We so long never meet, then he suddenly leave us. Sometime, i just dun understand him. Every time, i mention him for sure i will get tense up and so or later get bad mood. Terence once told me not to be so tense up and relax but i jus can't do it. Maybe, i care for he too much. We been through so many things, get award, do community work, study and even Msn chat, i really enjoy being with him. We are so close that outsider thought that we are couple. Even though, i am now in Np, sometime i still miss the time when we ( randy, jere and me) doing project together. This kind of happiness i think i can't find it anywhere else. I once told myself, i never regret knowing Jeremy cos he is someone that worth to know. But now, i think i I must rethink of what i had said. Sometime, i am jus thinking whether izzit that he looks down on us so dun wan to be friend with us or what...... I really hope that jeremy can come to the group. I really that the kind of enjoy and happiness can still go on. We had make our invitation to him to our world again, i hope that he can accept it.


To Randy: I am here to reply your msg. I think i got too many things to say. Well, you are always my friend. Once in the past, for now and even for the future. We been through alot of things in ITE and we are still friend now, this means we are fated to be friend. Haha... You can't run away from me.... heehee.. Well, i would say that if you give that kind of attuide, i would say that i will be very disappointed and sad. Afterall, we are good friend or i would say best friend. Even though, we seldom meet but we can make a effort to msg each other. This is how friendship keep on and i am very contented with that. Well, if you feel bored or feeling bad you can always call me to accompany you. At lastly, if you turned to a bad person i will feel sad and i will try to talk to you but you still my friend.

To all my friends: I am serious for what i had wrote. I may looks like siao but what i had posted in the blog are my true feeling..

I suddenly feel very sad. Cos jeremy put his nick "Leave me alone" when he online jus now. Dun force me to that extend that i will LEAVE HIM ALONE. Cos if he does, I will forget about this friend and even i saw him on the road i will pretend never see him. Jus treated him that i never know this friend! If one day he make me cry for him jus because to LEAVE HIM ALONE, i really hate him for life.

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